You know, i dont really get all emo and stuffs, but seriously, this NS enlistment shit is taking a toll on me.
Im so not ready to take on the duties of being a soldier.
call me spoilt / pampered or coddled like a kid.

But i just dont understand how anyone can be prepared for army.
No doubt its tough, and its tougher when you have a relationship to maintain.

The day is drawing closer on me, but hell, i heard friends say' its not that bad afterall you know and some go babbling how that 2 years were hellish.

ultimately, its something i have to accept, which i shall eventually and come 13th june,

Tada!

Botak head. :(

And so, Eddie offically turned 21.

Birthday chalet from 9-11 may was... successful. Thank god.
Well, it had me, stumped , stressed and sleepless for nights.

Im just not cut out for organising things, and im not really a good entertainer! :(
It was unfortunate i had to realize that in the hard way.

But anyways, i had lots of fun. ((:

Im really sorry to those who felt left out.
and i wanna thank whose who came.
You guys certainly made my day ((:

And so, i asked my friends, now that im 21, whats next.

I tell you, 9 out of 10, told me, "OH, you can watch RA shows alrdy"

Thanks huh?! Hahahha.

I have no idea whats happening right now.

god, i dont even know what hit me and left me so devastated, seeking for an answer.

Im just, drained.

I need some vitamins, badly.

Yesterday, was the day i had a special dog for a day.
Well, it could have been mine.
But, (there's always a but) my mom has a phobia for dogs and she actually refused to come out of her room even though the dog was leashed to the table. LOL.

Okay, since that was my first and last day with her. Its a bitch (:
I went to lot 1 and got some really nice food (In her terms) and i tried to teach the sit commands and shake hand commands to her by dangling the treat infront of her.

I cherished every moment because i know its gonna be taken away from me soon rather than later. The dog was special, because she was born with only an eye. Many would say she's handicapped and ugly and all. But to me, that's the cutest dog ever. :(

5 more hours

and this is it,

the end of my poly life.

Probably my last academic paper.

Bleargh